TentacleDuck

I cannot believe that I only realized what I had written after I posted it: https://tentacleduck.dreamwidth.org/2454.html?thread=6550#cmt6550.
What I wanted to post: musings about changes in they way I feel about and interact with fandom and maybe some remarks about how much I love Good Omens.
That is not what I did write. I am now sure I wrote: Oh, by the way, there are more and more signs that my Wechseljahre are waiting just around the corner. This is the last sentence of my comment: "Lets just say that the fields of fucks I have to give get more and more barren." I don't know how I could have been more on the nose if I'd had the intention to write about approaching menopause. And in the sentence before that I talked about aging.
I think I have to start monitoring my cycle more closely from now on. And be more mindful when I write things on the internet, they could have hidden truths.

 

I still don't know what I will do with this account. In the course of my online history I've picked up some anxiety about expressing myself, especially in writing. So tumblr was ideal for me. I could watch, like, reblog, tag, and still feel connected. Here I'll probably have to leave my comfort zone. That will take some time.

I usually write in English, even if its not my first language. It's easier for me, because it feels less personal and more unreal, I don't know how to express this better. And most of the stuff I'm interested in happens in English, so there's that.

For everyone who wants to know a bit more about me, before I start to get active here some info about me:

I'm from Germany, born in the early 70's. I'm a queer ciswoman. I battle with depression and anxiety.

For anyone who wants to find out more about my interests, feel free to look at my tumblr